I am currently squeezing this status update between hours of work, time with my boyfriend, and all the crappy financial crap college has to offer, so I may not make too much sense. Over the past month everything has changed, with my new job and my new boyfriend (our 1 month is next Tuesday). I currently work with a Romanian boy, a Czech girl and two Spanish children (and potentially a Bulgarian boy as well), at this summer camp by my house. It's pretty nice, though I will have to learn a lot about how they speak. It's pretty sweet, the hours rock and I get paid well. I may also my a waitress soon, too.
As for my social life: it is very different. Since I started dating my lovely boyfriend ( pics possibly to follow), I've hung out with mostly him, his family, and my friend Megan. It's hard with work to keep up with everybody. Also, I don't hang out with a lot of people because of a lot of dumb drama, for example, my "ex" is going to ask out the girl I used to be best friends with. Well, I really don't care all that much, I will just find it soooo funny if he actually did it just to get back at me for finally getting over him. I will find it twice as funny if she says no. Either way, I have an amazing boyfriend and I have high hopes :) Shout out to my Stud ;) love you!
Anyway, so there's my life right now. I'm busy but happily so. :P Peace out!
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
Keeping Calm
Okay, so the past month has been nearly entirely life changing. I've gotten a job, a boyfriend, and pretty much a completely new personality. Everything is a blizzard of newness to me. I wake up early to go to work, then I come home, then I head back out to hang with the greatest guy ever. :) It's fantastic no doubt, but I still have yet to catch up with myself, so to speak.
I've heard several people say that you only know the true identity of a person in the seconds before they die, or when they're very afraid or their put in a life altering position (taking a bullet for someone, etc.), but how do you figure out who you really are? Am I supposed to go on a 'journey' into the unknown with nothing but a backpack full of rice (Into the Wild), and live in an abandoned bus to figure out who I really am?
When all of this newness fades into the norm, who am I going to be?
I never really thought about 'finding out the real me' because that whole thing has been waaaay overdone. Nowadays you hear about people going on their Bohemian adventures and becoming one with the earth and all that ridiculous stuff.
It's not when they're on their adventure that they find out who they really are, it's when that adventure ends. It's our day-to-day lives and actions that define us. That's all people really see anyway.
So yeah, that's my current 'struggle'. Who am I, and what am I becoming? The only thing I can really do about it is Keep Calm and wait.
I've heard several people say that you only know the true identity of a person in the seconds before they die, or when they're very afraid or their put in a life altering position (taking a bullet for someone, etc.), but how do you figure out who you really are? Am I supposed to go on a 'journey' into the unknown with nothing but a backpack full of rice (Into the Wild), and live in an abandoned bus to figure out who I really am?
When all of this newness fades into the norm, who am I going to be?
I never really thought about 'finding out the real me' because that whole thing has been waaaay overdone. Nowadays you hear about people going on their Bohemian adventures and becoming one with the earth and all that ridiculous stuff.
It's not when they're on their adventure that they find out who they really are, it's when that adventure ends. It's our day-to-day lives and actions that define us. That's all people really see anyway.
So yeah, that's my current 'struggle'. Who am I, and what am I becoming? The only thing I can really do about it is Keep Calm and wait.
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